About the Feature
Photo by Biodiversity Heritage Library
In the end what I know
about earth is what was sold
to me. What I know
about myself is what I
wouldn’t buy. One man
sold eels. They hung
oddly muscular
from the stand’s brow
or just beveled on ice.
It stands to reason
an eel could meet the last
eel catcher on earth and not
know it. Odd pirouette
no more. Dear no more,
would I be better
if I was a dancer or knew
what to do with a violin,
a stone, the barley, the wheat.
What is hard to believe.
What is hard to believe
is what’s found alive
can’t just die, won’t just die
and change. I looked at the eels
and what did it mean
that you cut your hair off
before you died,
that you died and did it
feel lighter and what
is light now.
About the Author
M.A. Cowgill, a graduate of the University of Virginia’s MFA program, has been awarded an Academy of American Poets University Prize, a scholarship from Bread Loaf Writers’ Conference, and a James Merrill Poetry Fellowship from the Vermont Studio Center. She lives in New Hampshire.